I can't help this but I think I just started crying again inside me.
That means, there are frozen tears but it's all breaking up inside.
It's been almost half a year since I rested in the idea that there's a break.
I didn't have to worry for a while about any other girl, but recently,
there are observations about this certain girl and this other girl,
and today, one of these is being confirmed by a friend
and that hits me; rock bottom.

What if... what if...???

Hmm. I can go on and on thinking about this, and that's a start again of the unrequited love syndrome. Maybe that works well because it brings out all the creative emo stuff in me, so expect that. And since it's Valentines Day next week too, what else can make it worse than seeing Him make a subtle move to this girl.

Ha!